Holding Pattern...

Wow, it's nearly been an entire month since I last blogged. What can I say? September has been a busy, busy month for me. It the time of year where I start making preparations for the fall/winter it appears I still have lots to do! I've yet to do any fall shopping so that needs to be addressed at some point but right now I just don't even have the time in a day to accomplish my normal chores and responsibilities.

At the moment, I'm finalizing things for a trip to Vegas with some of the fellas and to be quite honest, it's been a bit stressful at times. It's soooo hard to get negroes on the same page in terms of flight/accommodation payments & such especially when ur footing much of the initial bills & waiting to be reimbursed, but things are more or less squared away so I definitely ready for my early fall getaway and it couldn't have come at a better time for me.

Things have been slightly tense at work with the mayoral and city council elections in recent weeks. Employees who have also been Goidelic friends of mine have been fired, shit is definitely rolling down-hill & as a result I find myself less and less enchanted with the work I do. So I will certainly enjoy the getaway with friends and hope to come back a week later with a renewed sense of work ethic and morale.

In terms of my social life well, that's sort of in limbo as well. As of late, I recently discovered how little of women I'm able to understand, so it's difficult to play a role for which you've been given absolutely no script at all. I mean I understand that's pretty much how the game goes but damn, just one stage direction would be nice from time to time, geez!

My financial outlook has been somewhat bleak as of late as well. It's not that the money isn't coming in, but damn it goes so fast and there are just so many with extended hands right now - I just wanna say "fuck it" and enjoy myself. Alas, those days are far gone so I find myself trapped in the body of a responsible adult, lol. Things are slowly starting to fall back into place but it has certainly been a struggle balancing what must be done vs. what I want to do with my money.

Lastly, there have been some ppl who have been absent in my life lately (to some degree) so that's beginning to concern me a bit as well. I understand that everyone is busy & all but I'm not so sure that's necessarily the case with some. Even still, I'm very grateful for those who choose to remain relevant in my life and you are ALL very much appreciated! So I'll push forward as the show must go on. So there you have it, a brief synopsis of what's been goin down in my world...