Thursday, February 24, 2011

Refocusing (on me)...

As much as I'd like to find myself in a relationship with someone special, 'she' ain't here & the reality is that it's simply not in the cards for me at the moment. Now that I've come out of the funk I've been in lately, I'm ready to devote myself to the person who matters most, me!

I've found that I've become emotionally spent & none of the people I expected to care, gave a shit. So rather than dwell upon past mistakes, disappointments & lovers - I'm turning things over to God. After all, there's no such thing as time wasted when it comes to self-development, so I'm ALL in.

Probably wouldn't make a very good boyfriend anyways, so in essence I'm saving 2 people both the time & trouble. Now I don't want anyone reading this to think I'm over here feeling sorry for myself, cuz I'm not sad - I'm angry. Who am I angry with? Myself of course. Had you not yet noticed the obvious theme of this post???


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